i have been thinking a lot about all the stressful things that happen in life on a day to day basis when i realized something... i haven't been taking the time to step back and see all the great things that happen on a day to day basis or the great things to come that i am excited about....
- dusty makes me laugh, HARD, everyday. if it is something he says or does... he makes me laugh all day all the time
- corbin yells "LOVE YOU" constantly. its his new thing
- i love coming to work (that is pretty awesome if you ask me)
- i am so excited for disneyland i can't stand it
- i can't wait to go christmas shopping. i want it done and over with
- i have great people in my life. people i can count on. not many but the ones i have i hold close. you know who you are... d ;)
- i have been crafting like a crazy person and my glue gun may be the greatest 3 dollar investment i have ever made.
- i have had tons of time to catch up on my reading which always makes me happy (it has even dramatically helped with my sleep disorder)
- i am excited to go to disneyland and i am also excited to come home. next year is DIY HOME IMPROVEMENT mission 2012. we are going to paint, carpet, decorate, buy new furniture and a giant TV, finally get corbin his big boy room. i can't wait.

so i am going to try and be more positive. it is pretty stupid for me to worry about all this dumb stuff when there is so much great stuff that happens everyday and so much great stuff i have to look forward to. i have a great job, i make great money, i have an amazing family, i have so much in life that i have to be happy about. most of the things i stress about i can't do anything to change so i'm just going to let the people in my life that stress me out do their thing, i will avoid, (because i can), and enjoy living my life happy and in love. things aren't all perfect all the time but nothing ever is and it does me no good to dwell on it.

i have been thinking a lot about all the stressful things that happen in life on a day to day basis when i realized something... i haven't been taking the time to step back and see all the great things that happen on a day to day basis or the great things to come that i am excited about....
- dusty makes me laugh, HARD, everyday. if it is something he says or does... he makes me laugh all day all the time
- corbin yells "LOVE YOU" constantly. its his new thing
- i love coming to work (that is pretty awesome if you ask me)
- i am so excited for disneyland i can't stand it
- i can't wait to go christmas shopping. i want it done and over with
- i have great people in my life. people i can count on. not many but the ones i have i hold close. you know who you are... d ;)
- i have been crafting like a crazy person and my glue gun may be the greatest 3 dollar investment i have ever made.
- i have had tons of time to catch up on my reading which always makes me happy (it has even dramatically helped with my sleep disorder)
- i am excited to go to disneyland and i am also excited to come home. next year is DIY HOME IMPROVEMENT mission 2012. we are going to paint, carpet, decorate, buy new furniture and a giant TV, finally get corbin his big boy room. i can't wait.

so i am going to try and be more positive. it is pretty stupid for me to worry about all this dumb stuff when there is so much great stuff that happens everyday and so much great stuff i have to look forward to. i have a great job, i make great money, i have an amazing family, i have so much in life that i have to be happy about. most of the things i stress about i can't do anything to change so i'm just going to let the people in my life that stress me out do their thing, i will avoid, (because i can), and enjoy living my life happy and in love. things aren't all perfect all the time but nothing ever is and it does me no good to dwell on it.