i should be cleaning right now. really. it looks like a two year old lives here! blankets and toys everywhere. dvds pulled off shelves. pillow pets and stuffed animals on the stairs like they are having a party. i should be cleaning but i don't want to! i just want to sit here and blog. i don't really even have anything to talk about. i'm just in one of those i want to type moods. or maybe i'm just completely bored because nothing is on tv, corbin is in bed, and i am completely exhausted. dusty is closing tonight so i won't even get to see him. oh and by the way this show the voice is on right now and it is probably one of the stupidest shows i have ever seen. don't bother. see random. oh man... its going to be a long night. i'm so tired but i don't think i could sleep. i want to finish my book but i don't have anything to read after i do. i need to clean. always back to the cleaning...
i put in my 2 weeks at skywest today. i don't know how to feel. i know its best for me and i know its time to move on. i really love it there. i love my job and i love the people i work with. i know i'm going to miss it. i know i'm going to cry. i know above all that i won't regret it. as much as i love it, i don't make money there. i wonder day to day if there is going to be another lay off. its just not worth it. its way to much for me to try and juggle 2 jobs. no way. i have enough going on without having to worry about skywest. i grew up there. i started when i was 19. i met dusty there, i got pregnant, engaged, became a mother and a wife, and bought a house all while working at skywest. it has been a huge happy part of my life. its definetely not a chapter i am happy about leaving behind. it is best though. best for me and my family. time to move on with life. time to start a new chapter. a better chapter. time to leave the comfort of the airport. crazy. i still don't know how to feel and i don't think i will until i am working and its my last day and i am saying goodbye and handing over my badges.
corbin is changing so much everyday. i really can't believe it. he is going to be 2. what the #$@%! where did that 2 years go!!??? i am over doing the whole birthday thing this year. he is getting spoiled! we are bbqing and i ordered him a custom made birthday cake. i don't mean custom made like it is going to say his name, i mean custom made. pirate cake complete with water, sand, treasure map, treasure chest. i hope it is as cool as i think it will be. i have bought a ton of decorations. i need to order balloons on saturday. i ordered invitations with his cute little smiling face on them. its going to be a good time. i am excited. i'm not the mom who scrapbooks, or gets pictures done every 3 months, or any of that stuff, btu i am starting to realize that i love that kind of stuff. i love planning things and ordering cute things. i think i would be an amazing scrapbooker. i know i would go crazy and spend a ton of money. i should probably just do it. i have been talking about doing a scrapbook of me and dustys last 4 years since we hit one year. i have movie ticket stubs, disneyland tickets, reciepts, all kinds of stuff to make a really great scrapbook. i just gotta do it.
i can't believe its 10. i need to clean. need to go to bed. i hate when i finish a book and don't have one waiting for me because then i am up all night shopping on my nook.
so i guess we still have the same goals in mind. plans change daily. thats life. we are thinking wendover for my birthday and go to vegas in october or november when its not so damn hot. then next march take corbin to disneyland. we might get pregnant next year but we might not. we aren't planning anything right now. we want to take corbin somewhere great. just the 3 of us before we add another little person to this family. i need to make a list of all the crap we want to do and we just need to start marking off the list. things have been so crazy lately. corbins birthday, going out together, family stuff, so much stuff. we have been having a good time but we haven't really accomplished anything. we will. i know we will because we always do. we are pretty much really awesome at getting things done. we set goals, we reach them.
okay time to clean. i gotta. clean. pick out clothes for tomorrow. finish putting stamps on all of corbins invites. find a new book to read. put laundry away. on and on and on and on. so i'm off! its so much easier to clean when i have 16 and pregnant to watch. thank you mtv. this might just be the most random and meaningless blog post i have ever done... i know that. don't judge. this is what happens when you drink coffee all day and are totally bored but don't want to really do anything.

i should be cleaning right now. really. it looks like a two year old lives here! blankets and toys everywhere. dvds pulled off shelves. pillow pets and stuffed animals on the stairs like they are having a party. i should be cleaning but i don't want to! i just want to sit here and blog. i don't really even have anything to talk about. i'm just in one of those i want to type moods. or maybe i'm just completely bored because nothing is on tv, corbin is in bed, and i am completely exhausted. dusty is closing tonight so i won't even get to see him. oh and by the way this show the voice is on right now and it is probably one of the stupidest shows i have ever seen. don't bother. see random. oh man... its going to be a long night. i'm so tired but i don't think i could sleep. i want to finish my book but i don't have anything to read after i do. i need to clean. always back to the cleaning...
i put in my 2 weeks at skywest today. i don't know how to feel. i know its best for me and i know its time to move on. i really love it there. i love my job and i love the people i work with. i know i'm going to miss it. i know i'm going to cry. i know above all that i won't regret it. as much as i love it, i don't make money there. i wonder day to day if there is going to be another lay off. its just not worth it. its way to much for me to try and juggle 2 jobs. no way. i have enough going on without having to worry about skywest. i grew up there. i started when i was 19. i met dusty there, i got pregnant, engaged, became a mother and a wife, and bought a house all while working at skywest. it has been a huge happy part of my life. its definetely not a chapter i am happy about leaving behind. it is best though. best for me and my family. time to move on with life. time to start a new chapter. a better chapter. time to leave the comfort of the airport. crazy. i still don't know how to feel and i don't think i will until i am working and its my last day and i am saying goodbye and handing over my badges.
corbin is changing so much everyday. i really can't believe it. he is going to be 2. what the #$@%! where did that 2 years go!!??? i am over doing the whole birthday thing this year. he is getting spoiled! we are bbqing and i ordered him a custom made birthday cake. i don't mean custom made like it is going to say his name, i mean custom made. pirate cake complete with water, sand, treasure map, treasure chest. i hope it is as cool as i think it will be. i have bought a ton of decorations. i need to order balloons on saturday. i ordered invitations with his cute little smiling face on them. its going to be a good time. i am excited. i'm not the mom who scrapbooks, or gets pictures done every 3 months, or any of that stuff, btu i am starting to realize that i love that kind of stuff. i love planning things and ordering cute things. i think i would be an amazing scrapbooker. i know i would go crazy and spend a ton of money. i should probably just do it. i have been talking about doing a scrapbook of me and dustys last 4 years since we hit one year. i have movie ticket stubs, disneyland tickets, reciepts, all kinds of stuff to make a really great scrapbook. i just gotta do it.
i can't believe its 10. i need to clean. need to go to bed. i hate when i finish a book and don't have one waiting for me because then i am up all night shopping on my nook.
so i guess we still have the same goals in mind. plans change daily. thats life. we are thinking wendover for my birthday and go to vegas in october or november when its not so damn hot. then next march take corbin to disneyland. we might get pregnant next year but we might not. we aren't planning anything right now. we want to take corbin somewhere great. just the 3 of us before we add another little person to this family. i need to make a list of all the crap we want to do and we just need to start marking off the list. things have been so crazy lately. corbins birthday, going out together, family stuff, so much stuff. we have been having a good time but we haven't really accomplished anything. we will. i know we will because we always do. we are pretty much really awesome at getting things done. we set goals, we reach them.
okay time to clean. i gotta. clean. pick out clothes for tomorrow. finish putting stamps on all of corbins invites. find a new book to read. put laundry away. on and on and on and on. so i'm off! its so much easier to clean when i have 16 and pregnant to watch. thank you mtv. this might just be the most random and meaningless blog post i have ever done... i know that. don't judge. this is what happens when you drink coffee all day and are totally bored but don't want to really do anything.