dusty and i are 2 people who are extremely afraid of change. we don't like it, we don't want it. so a few months ago when i started talking about finding a new job it was instantly shot out of the water. it was one of those things we talked about for like 5 minutes and decided against. how will we manage both of us having full time jobs? what are we going to do about corbin? how can we make it work? well finally i said screw it and applied at american express. i have heard so many good things and the pay is amazing. i want a REAL job. i want to sit at a desk and be in that kind of enviornment. soooo i applied for 3 jobs. 2 didn't work out and it was taking a while to hear about the 3rd so i just figured it was a no go. about a week a go they called... i had a phone interview and i got the job! they hired me on the phone! not only is it like 4 dollars more an hour but it is also full time! they have great benefits and i am so excited i can't stand it! after the excitement wore off that's when the worrying kicked in. i was so overwhelmed. thinking about what to do with skywest, where corbin was going to be while we are working, so many things going on in my brain all at one time. after lots of stress, ups and downs, we got it all figured out. thank god i am blessed with my great husband who has been trying to help me figure it out. thank god i have allie to help us and thank god for tami. i feel so lucky and so blessed to have my husbands family. they aren't in-laws to me. there is still one thing i have to worry about. how in the hell am i going to work 52 hours a week?! i have my 40 hours at amex, then i have to work 12 at skywest. i don't know how i am going to do it, right now i am going to try....

another amazing thing... i am going to LADY GAGA! i just found out tonight! some of my very best friends (matt & jason) scored 3 tickets! how lucky am i that they thought to call me to fill that 3rd spot???? i am so excited i can hardly stand it! i LOVE her! i have been wanting to go since i found out she was coming. it just wasn't working. one friend i knew would go with me is out of the country, matt and jason had to work and blah blah blah! i just gave up any hope that i would be able to go. everything worked out to where not only do i get to go but these seats are AMAZING. i will be sneaking my camera in...

things right now are great. i am so excited i have this new job and we can actually have a life. there are so many things we want to do....
- get 3 months of bills/living money in savings
- pay off all debt
- start paying extra on the mortgage (even if its just 100 bucks)
- get corbin a bad ass fort/swing set in the back yard
- buy a new car
- new windows in the house
- remodel the kitchen
- new carpet
- new interior doors
- get the yard looking great
- vegas trip for my birthday
- hawaii in october
- buy a giant tv
- paint the inside of the house
- have the most amazing christmas EVER

there is a ton more stuff we want to do, things we want to accomplish, things we want to buy, places we want to go... now it feels like we might actually be able to get some of the things on that list done. we can go out to a movie and dinner and not even think twice about it. we can dump money into savings and not wonder if we will have to pull from it, we can pay off our bills and start enjoying life. i feel like for the past year we work to pay the mortgage. we work to pay bills. rarely do we get to go out and do things because we have other more important places for money to go. that is going to change! i am so excited and i am so greatful for everything. i have family that is going to help us so corbin will always be with someone i love and trust, i have been blessed with this amazing opportunity, i have an amazing husband who makes me laugh all day every day and supports me no matter how impossible things look, i have the best, funnest, cutest little 22 month old anyone could ask for, things are amazing!

dusty and i are 2 people who are extremely afraid of change. we don't like it, we don't want it. so a few months ago when i started talking about finding a new job it was instantly shot out of the water. it was one of those things we talked about for like 5 minutes and decided against. how will we manage both of us having full time jobs? what are we going to do about corbin? how can we make it work? well finally i said screw it and applied at american express. i have heard so many good things and the pay is amazing. i want a REAL job. i want to sit at a desk and be in that kind of enviornment. soooo i applied for 3 jobs. 2 didn't work out and it was taking a while to hear about the 3rd so i just figured it was a no go. about a week a go they called... i had a phone interview and i got the job! they hired me on the phone! not only is it like 4 dollars more an hour but it is also full time! they have great benefits and i am so excited i can't stand it! after the excitement wore off that's when the worrying kicked in. i was so overwhelmed. thinking about what to do with skywest, where corbin was going to be while we are working, so many things going on in my brain all at one time. after lots of stress, ups and downs, we got it all figured out. thank god i am blessed with my great husband who has been trying to help me figure it out. thank god i have allie to help us and thank god for tami. i feel so lucky and so blessed to have my husbands family. they aren't in-laws to me. there is still one thing i have to worry about. how in the hell am i going to work 52 hours a week?! i have my 40 hours at amex, then i have to work 12 at skywest. i don't know how i am going to do it, right now i am going to try....

another amazing thing... i am going to LADY GAGA! i just found out tonight! some of my very best friends (matt & jason) scored 3 tickets! how lucky am i that they thought to call me to fill that 3rd spot???? i am so excited i can hardly stand it! i LOVE her! i have been wanting to go since i found out she was coming. it just wasn't working. one friend i knew would go with me is out of the country, matt and jason had to work and blah blah blah! i just gave up any hope that i would be able to go. everything worked out to where not only do i get to go but these seats are AMAZING. i will be sneaking my camera in...

things right now are great. i am so excited i have this new job and we can actually have a life. there are so many things we want to do....
- get 3 months of bills/living money in savings
- pay off all debt
- start paying extra on the mortgage (even if its just 100 bucks)
- get corbin a bad ass fort/swing set in the back yard
- buy a new car
- new windows in the house
- remodel the kitchen
- new carpet
- new interior doors
- get the yard looking great
- vegas trip for my birthday
- hawaii in october
- buy a giant tv
- paint the inside of the house
- have the most amazing christmas EVER

there is a ton more stuff we want to do, things we want to accomplish, things we want to buy, places we want to go... now it feels like we might actually be able to get some of the things on that list done. we can go out to a movie and dinner and not even think twice about it. we can dump money into savings and not wonder if we will have to pull from it, we can pay off our bills and start enjoying life. i feel like for the past year we work to pay the mortgage. we work to pay bills. rarely do we get to go out and do things because we have other more important places for money to go. that is going to change! i am so excited and i am so greatful for everything. i have family that is going to help us so corbin will always be with someone i love and trust, i have been blessed with this amazing opportunity, i have an amazing husband who makes me laugh all day every day and supports me no matter how impossible things look, i have the best, funnest, cutest little 22 month old anyone could ask for, things are amazing!