The World According To Gina
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update
Tuesday, October 12, 2010 / 9:48 PM

I know it has been a while. I have had so much going on. I can't find the time to blog. Working so much. Disneyland. Stress.
First off... we went to Disneyland with the fam last week. Getting ready for the trip we stressful. I was so worried about flying with Corbin. Packing for Corbin. Everything. We have never traveled with him before so I was freakin out. I finally was able to get us all packed up at about 2 a.m. the night before we left. The next day we got to the airport late, checked in and finally got on the plane. Corbin is the best little flyer ever! Not one meltdown! He fell asleep during takeoff. He is amazing. The next 4 days consisted of 3 disney/california adventure days and one knotts berry farm day. Corbin loved it all. He was so good and it was so much fun to take him and show him all these new things. Taking him on rides was more fun for me and dusty then it was for him. he was in complete awe of everything. we took him on a lot of rides and we got to take him to the playhouse disney live show. that was my favorite part of the entire trip. me and dusty wanted to take him to it so bad so we had to split from the group on the last day and finally get to take him. corbin watches little einsteins every morning so we knew he would recognize it. they had mickey mouse and all the characters from mickey mouse clubhouse, little einsteins, handy manny, and winnie the pooh. it was about a 25 minute show. when little einsteins came on and they played the song corbin was so excited. it was so awesome. i will admit, seeing him see that got me a little choked up. after that we went on monsters inc., then over to the off the page animation studio. when we went in there we saw woody from toy story, mickey, minnie, and cinderella. we took a ton of pictures. sadly i don't have any of them but i will get to that later. dusty and i have never been anywhere with corbin so it was different to not be able to run off and do what we wanted. a few times we did have grandma watch corbin so we could go do some roller coasters and things that corbin couldn't do. other than that, it was all corbin. i didn't care about anything else. i knew our time in the parks was limited and i wanted to do everything so i was in a hurry the whole time. i am not a very patient person so it was difficult for me to wait while everyone shopped or whatever. i just wanted to get going. we went on saturday, sunday, monday to disney. i will never do that again. the parks were insane. saturday sunday anywhere is a nightmare; the grocery store, a movie, or disneyland. the parks were open til midnight on saturday and sunday which really didn't make much of a difference because the kids didn't even make it til 10. it would have been nice to be at disneyland when in wasn't complete choas. it was still fun and i am so happy we got the chance to take corbin. we want to go again in february and take corbin and my mom. my mom hasn't been to disneyland in at least 25 years so i want to take her and i need to take corbo to get some more pictures.
my camera is gone. we stupidly left in on the plane when we got home. i think we were in such a hurry to get off the plane and get home that we grabbed all of our stuff and didn't do any double checking. i am crushed, to say the least. i have no pictures from corbins first disneyland trip. i have most of the other pictures on my computer so i can download all fo those but i am still so sad about it. i have been calling southwest every day and they have not seen it yet. corbins entire first 16 months of life is on that damn camera. i am heartbroken. i am 90% sure someone stole it. it makes me sick.
new year... every new year i make 3 new years resolutions. for 2011 i think i know what they will be. i want to lose another 30 pounds, i want to get my car paid off and be 2 months ahead on bills at all times, and i want to go on a honeymoon. we never got a honeymoon. most importantly is taking corbin to disneyland. once that is done we are planning on doing a 4 day trip to nyc in may. we would go in april over our anniversary but its spring break and flights are crazy. i want to go to nyc so bad. i want to go to a broadway show so bad. i want to go shop. i want to go see ellis island and ground zero.
so to lose the 30 pounds, easy i will just do hcg again. guess what? it is not harmful to me at all, so i will be doing it again and i will not be caring what anyone thinks or says.
bills ahead for 2 months? easy, we just have to keep doing what we are doing. we are already 2 months ahead so we just need to stay 2 months ahead.
honeymoon...well as long as we keep being smart with money that won't be an issue.
i have been off the last 2 days and it has been great. i have been able to have my corbin time. my corbin time is taking naps together, playing in the front room all day, bath time... my corbin time is special and it only happens when i am off all day and dusty is at work. i know we are going to have another baby someday, so i want to enjoy every minute i have with corbin. another baby will be fun and exciting but a part of me feels like it isn't fair. corbin being the center of my universe to having to share mom. it will be hard for the little man but i know he is smart enought to understand. the nice thing is we bought a house big enough that we could have 2 more kids and be fine on space. dusty wants 3. 3... i don't know about 3. i can't wait til corbin is 3 or 4 and in pre school and telling me stories. kids are funny though. you gotta be careful what you say around kids because they repeat everything...