well i am done with my hcg drops. now i am so afraid that i am going to fall off the wagon and go back to my old ways its all i think about. can i do this? can i keep this weight off? then i remember that for the past 30 days i have been eating nothing but fruit, vegis, and 100 grams of protein every meal. if i can do that for 30 days i can change my lifestyle. right? geez i hope so. i am so much happier than i was a month ago. it has been worth everything.
fathers day is on sunday. me and dusty don't do gifts. we just aren't gift people. unless its christmas we don't buy presents for eachother. we like to go on vacations (or mini wendover escapes) for our birthdays. i hate valentines day and so does dusty so we don't worry about that one. for our anniversary we would rather go out to a nice dinner and a movie or buy something we want for the house or put money away for something we want to save for. it actually works out great. we are both completely on the same page. mothers day/fathers day are good ones but again we just aren't gift people. we are a great team. it works perfectly. if there was a stanley cup for married couples, we would win. we are the best husband and wife team i know! ;) anyways, i was feeling kinda bad about not getting dusty anything for fathers day. i told him i am sorry we don't ever do presents. (sometimes i think it would be fun but then i think about our goals and forget it.) so dusty says to me, "its fathers day. i am a father. i have a son. what more could i ask for on fathers day?" i melted of course. so sweet. best dad ever. i just love him. dusty and corbin. the loves of my life. the reason i wake up in the morning.
i don't even remember my life before corbin. now that i have him i feel like i didn't really live until i had corbin. i didn't ever really love til i met dusty. amazing what 3 years can do for ya. i feel like i have known dusty my entire life. we met in june 2007. crazy. oh dusty. an amazing husband and father. he makes me laugh every single day, we never go to bed angry, we never get off the phone or leave eachother without saying i love you. yes we argue just like any other couple. but we get over it and move on. no grudge holding. no bs. no fight lasting longer than a couple hours. i have never kicked him outta the bedroom. in fact i can't sleep unless he is right next to me. dusty gave me corbin. i am so greatful for both of them. life sucks and its hard sometimes but no matter how bad it gets when dusty makes a stupid joke or corbin smiles at me i feel like the luckiest girl in the world. ok really gina? enough of that crap. hahaha. i guess it really doesn't matter. i do this blog more for me. i like being able to write about my day and my feelings and my life. like i said before maybe i should just give up blogging and get a journal. typing is so much faster though...

well i am done with my hcg drops. now i am so afraid that i am going to fall off the wagon and go back to my old ways its all i think about. can i do this? can i keep this weight off? then i remember that for the past 30 days i have been eating nothing but fruit, vegis, and 100 grams of protein every meal. if i can do that for 30 days i can change my lifestyle. right? geez i hope so. i am so much happier than i was a month ago. it has been worth everything.
fathers day is on sunday. me and dusty don't do gifts. we just aren't gift people. unless its christmas we don't buy presents for eachother. we like to go on vacations (or mini wendover escapes) for our birthdays. i hate valentines day and so does dusty so we don't worry about that one. for our anniversary we would rather go out to a nice dinner and a movie or buy something we want for the house or put money away for something we want to save for. it actually works out great. we are both completely on the same page. mothers day/fathers day are good ones but again we just aren't gift people. we are a great team. it works perfectly. if there was a stanley cup for married couples, we would win. we are the best husband and wife team i know! ;) anyways, i was feeling kinda bad about not getting dusty anything for fathers day. i told him i am sorry we don't ever do presents. (sometimes i think it would be fun but then i think about our goals and forget it.) so dusty says to me, "its fathers day. i am a father. i have a son. what more could i ask for on fathers day?" i melted of course. so sweet. best dad ever. i just love him. dusty and corbin. the loves of my life. the reason i wake up in the morning.
i don't even remember my life before corbin. now that i have him i feel like i didn't really live until i had corbin. i didn't ever really love til i met dusty. amazing what 3 years can do for ya. i feel like i have known dusty my entire life. we met in june 2007. crazy. oh dusty. an amazing husband and father. he makes me laugh every single day, we never go to bed angry, we never get off the phone or leave eachother without saying i love you. yes we argue just like any other couple. but we get over it and move on. no grudge holding. no bs. no fight lasting longer than a couple hours. i have never kicked him outta the bedroom. in fact i can't sleep unless he is right next to me. dusty gave me corbin. i am so greatful for both of them. life sucks and its hard sometimes but no matter how bad it gets when dusty makes a stupid joke or corbin smiles at me i feel like the luckiest girl in the world. ok really gina? enough of that crap. hahaha. i guess it really doesn't matter. i do this blog more for me. i like being able to write about my day and my feelings and my life. like i said before maybe i should just give up blogging and get a journal. typing is so much faster though...